stranded on an island of fear and uncertainty
without any rafts of hope
the blazing fire of the sun flickered
and burned warming my back
dark black clouds billowed above me
moving away from the fires
as waves of memories surged with the power of an ocean
I am at a place neither suffering nor truly in comfort
standing with a sort of emotional-limbo
thoughts within engulfed in grief as they become louder
silence consumed my frail form
sadness drained me rather than skating over my skin
and all that remained was the deceiving hollow soul
clouding my thoughts and taking me into blankness
a state of raw abandonment swallowed my sanity whole
I was completely and utterly alone in my mind, body and soul
and most of all, I was entirely alone in the world
‘Can anyone hear me?’, I screamed in pain
no voice came out or so I thought
It was an eerie sort of tranquility
as if the world were encased in a cocoon
I was my hero in this adventure story
there were hardships, heartache and loss along the way
more mental pain than I thought a soul could bare
but then I reassured myself that I must stand alone again
and steadied myself saying, ‘A Falcon never stumbles’
my courage was the only medicine I had
the only light in the darkness and a lone star in the empty sky
‘Life lets us experience mirth at the fullest
then leaves us despondent and in a state of melancholy’
nevertheless, I chose to live it
to the fullest and revel every aspect of it
there was hope again, just a tiny flicker against the wind
with eyes open I reached out; fingers extended
I called, ‘Can anyone hear me?’
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