A Million Years Ago

Every night in my loneliness

I remember the past weariness

I do look into the past

Regrets that will forever last

I wish I could alter that low

But that was a million years ago

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I only wanted to have a life

To run, To fly and to smile

I let my heart decide the way

Not knowing the price I would’ve to pay

I wish I could alter that low

But that was a million years ago

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When I was young and free

Didn’t care about anyone but me

Little did I know of this cruel life

That I will forget even to smile

I wish I could alter that low

But that was a million years ago

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I know I’m not the only one

Who regrets the things they’ve done

I wish I would have realised then

To live the life with a little acumen

I wish I could alter that low

But that was a million years ago

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Sometimes I just feel so lost

Whenever I know a mistake from past

I cant even look myself in mirror

How could I’ve made such errors

I wish I could alter that low

But that was a million years ago

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Every night i see my past passing by

And only thing I can do is cry

So many wounds are on my soul

And I only have my ownself to console

I wish I could alter that low

But that was a million years ago

© Waqas Gul