I closed all my doors tightly,
No windows were kept open,
Even the little creaks I covered,
With apathy and sheer indifference,
To stifle my cries and painful shouts,
To keep the pleasant memories out,
I drowned myself in worldly affairs,
Surrounded by a thousand friends,
Flowers, sweets ,gifts they brought,
To make me smile and lift my spirits.
Nothing could stop flooding memories,
Encircling me like the shadows dark ,
Those blissful happy days spent with you,
Now haunt me always and bleed my heart.